i'm back after almost a year....

 que esta pasando, que lo que

12:36 am // March 9, 2022

    It has been a long ass year, I tell you that. 2021 felt like a goddamn fever dream, I swear...Pero like I've achieved a lot, despite the fact that I went spiralling through different phases. Anyways, remember when I told y'all I was gonna end up single for life 'til I found the one? Remember when I said I was just gon' keep writing fictional stories 'til I pass the fuck out? Well, I kinda slipped and found someone who has taught me a lot of lessons and helped me a lot with life. I ain't gon' front though, we vibed really hard--until we didn't. It was cool while it lasted though, I learned hella lessons that I never would've learned if I hadn't connected with him. He was a guide that pulled me to the right track but the thing is, like all good things, he had to leave. It was unfortunate that we had to cross paths but never had to stay with each other for too long, and honestly...I still hope someday we'd reconnect, you know. Have a little second chance. We ended things on a great note so I didn't really think it would be bad if we reconnected. I knew he ended this because he needed to fix himself for real. And I didn't deserve his broken version because I'm more controlled and put together than him. I wanted to stay and help him with his issues but we both knew it was gonna be draining for the both of us, especially me. I know we're definitely gonna reconnect though. We're in the same circle, same industry, and possibly the same label. There's gonna be some times where we'll cross paths again. I'd have to remove my expectations on the other hand because I wouldn't wanna end up disappointed. 

Anyway, I'm feeling better, doing better, and I'm happy with the things I have achieved. 

'Til my next blog!!!

Sincerely, 

Baddie Anyelika