annihilation in pink sparkles.

annihilation in pink sparkles

december 18, 2025

3:55 am

    once upon a time, there was a little girl who had always dreamed about becoming a queen. she didn't know how, or when, but she knew it was inevitable. she was kind. she had a pure heart, even though she had unclean thoughts and menacing ideas in her head; she always had the best intentions. it was always her goal to be a loving queen. a forgiving queen. a talented queen. a kind queen. but that was the problem. she wasn't a queen. yet.

   until one day, she decided it was time. she decided to build her own empire. and by she, i mean me. that's right, i wasn't always picked first in school, i didn't always win competitions but i knew one thing deep inside my soul, i am a fucking queen. i am a legend in the making. i may be just in my princess era now, but i have always known that i'm destined to achieve greatness. 

    there were times in my life where i felt completely helpless. i felt betrayed, i felt useless, but i always know that in the end, i shall always prevail and rise victorious among everyone else. they say winning isn't everything and i do believe that to be true (sometimes.) but maybe that's just something losers say so they feel better about themselves. am i right? of course i am, i have never been wrong. 

lesson number 1: have an outrageously huge amount of self-belief. HSBFD.

Hoes Should Be Fucking Delusional. and when i say delusional, i mean DELUUUUUUSIONAL.

everything i've ever gotten or achieved started off with me thinking, "psshh, that's easy. bet i could do that if i tried." and what do you know, i could.

be your first fan. be your number one supporter. be your own cheerleading squad. i did. and look at me now. first house and first car at the age of 22, thriving career at 24, fully independent and looking badass doing it.

lesson number 2: follow through. TALK THAT TALK AND WALK THAT FUCKING WALK.

     now i said be delusional but i didn't said stay being one for the rest of your life. you have to actually be able to follow through because faking it till you make it is for beginners ONLY. i see a lot of people faking it till they fuck up and lose their momentum. that is not me. if you wanted a bullshit answer, go do that. in here, we fight to win. we don't fight for shits and giggles. train hard, use that delusional self-belief and harness it into something better like skills and passion. 

    be so obsessed with learning and improving to the point where you feel like you're on top of the world because ain't nobody touching you on that level now. that's what i do at least. obsession is the key to being passionate and being a god. now i know i only wanted to be a queen but in order for me to do that, i need to be a beast. a god. a mystical being so in touch with her own power that these bitches can never catch up.

lesson number 3: mind your own business.

    the number one reason why bitches fail at lesson number 2 is that they don't mind their businesses. wrong. you should always only look at yourself and your own progress in order for you to stay ahead of the game and win. sure, you could peep, or take a little peek at what these bitches be doing but you should never ever ever ever look too long or you'll start comparing yourself and end back up at square one with no delusional self-belief and a chronic imposter syndrome. the only time you should peep at these bitches is to either make sure they're behind you, or to learn from their mistakes. that's the only thing you should keep an eye on. 

don't make comparisons, it'll make you insecure.

learn from their mistakes, so you won't make the same wrong ass decisions they did.

steal like an artist, take something they have that you don't and make it better. 1000 times better.

this is the only way a bad bitch shall operate. and by the time these bitches think they've caught up to you, you will be elevated onto some higher shit that they'll be spending a whole lot of effort just to reach.

in a way, you're inspiring and pushing them to be better, but in another way, you'll be the best.

and the queen title shall soon be cemented.

BONUS LESSON: THOU SHALL NOT TRUST A BITCH.

    at the end of the day, it's just you. don't ever think these bitches are your friends because that's when you'll be proven wrong. i remember when me and shorty used to hangout and she'd let me split the bill but she would always pay for the smaller percentage even though it's me, my man, her and her friends out the bar. i ain't mind. we cool, we friends or whatever. come to find out, this bitch was plotting against me and exploiting my weaknesses. i've always been nice to her, she'd always been nice to me (to my face). but behind my back, it was a different story. shorty started hanging out with my enemies and it was fishy. come to find out again, this bitch was sneak dissing me talmbout she gave me free promo. bitch, what free promo? i'm more famous than you and you got the same listeners from MY demographic????? anyways, fuck these bitches, i won't ever trust a bitch again until they prove me wrong. 

sincerely yours, 

ximena fucking rosa.