𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓌𝓉𝓎

 hey it\"s me, shawty bae

Date: September 27, 2020

    chile, let me write a whole ass journal about how i love getting called \"shawty\". if you know me, you know i\"m a rapper. i\"m entering the local rap scene so like i got random rappers hittin me up calling me shawty and stuff like that. it do be hella cute tho. also, i had an ex who used to call me \"baby boo\" all the fucking time it was rlly cute pero we ain\"t together no more. ugh long story short, he ain\"t shit. he was cute but he ain\"t shit. 

¿socia? no querida, yo no tengo ninguna empresa y si la tuviera me dirias patrona. punto. 

see, ion fuck with nobody no more. all these mfs do is lie and tell me shit. i don\"t like that. i can be wifey when i want to, IF i ever want to. (but if a 6ft moreno ever tries to hit me up, i\"m down) 

for the past few months, i\"ve been jumpin from one hitta to another i swear to god these mfs keep fuckin up so i keep expanding my options. i\"m currently in my hoe phase right now...i kinda want a man, kinda wanna fuck around with every cute mf that i find attractive. shit crazy baby girl. i wanna see a lot of people tbh pero i kinda wanna manipulate an immature lil hitta for my own satisfaction. you know what i mean? chicas, don\"t do what i do, this is so bad i swear. esta mierda es solo para perras malas, aight? i\"ve been listening to way too much summer walker and jhene aiko lmao but the point is....i may be lowkey toxic, but i still got the wifey material thingy going on in my formula hunny. the reason ain\"t nobody wanna wife me up is cause yáll mfs is scared. you see a bitch with a bag and a hustle and y\"all dick go up ya butt like a pussy boi. and oh, i\"m also really superficial so maybe that\"s one of the reasons why i don\"t have a boyfriend right now. 

God knows His ways. i am FUCKING telling you, God knows His ways. when He knows i ain\"t really into that person i\"m talking to, He takes away that man automatically outta my life. issa fucking miracle i\"m telling you. i thought i was ready for a relationship when i was talking to this cute pakistani boy, but he got tired of me when i asked him for a \"break\". YES, he pussied out. i\"m so tired of motherfuckers pussying out, i want me an insanely cute mf to be strong and shiii. someone who shares the same hood rat interests as me. someone that MY MOM actually likes. that\"s just what i want honestly. (he gotta be tall af too lmao) until then, i gotta be single and unbothered. anyways, bye sis that\"s it.